What do you do when you have two huge things you want to talk about, because they are all you are or have been thinking about, and they are going on at the same time. My two issues are :
1) Jennifer got married yesterday, this is great big huge wonderful news, not to be dismissed as small or insignificant.
2) Mia is moving out and into a new home.
So, for this blog entry, I have made the decision to talk about Mia (shocked, right?) I do not currently have pictures of the wedding to post, I will soon, and the wedding happened yesterday, and the Mia issue is happening now, and besides, the name of the blog is "Perfectly Mia".
So, my Mia issue.
Tonight, Mia was suppose to stay with her dad and CC. They were suppose to keep her while her mom is getting married and having a short temporary honeymoon (the big one comes January 3). Anyway, tomorrow night Mia will be with her dad for Christmas Eve and morning celebrations, and then Jennifer and Rex will pick her up and come here for Christmas celebrations, and then she will go "home" with Jennifer and Rex to there new "home" in Tomball.
Hang with me, I am getting to my point.
I have been away from her really since Wednesday night. She stayed with her dad from Thursday through today (again, wedding issues). I am home tonight, and so tired I can hardly think, but, I realized how much I missed her these past few days, and how, tonight, well, tonight would be the last night I could call this place, my small house, her home. Tonight it is home, but hereafter, she will be coming to GG's, and not "coming home". I called her dad and asked if I could come and pick her up and have her tonight. It worked perfectly, because they had things they wanted/needed to do in the morning, and I got to have Mia home, one last time. Home, with me, and not just here visiting me.
I will enjoy the visits and I will enjoy the time together becoming maybe "more special" and not just daily routines, but, and this is a huge BUT...........I will miss her beyond words, and so, tonight, for just a while, I will be sad and maybe, just maybe, cry over losing this firecracker of a kid to her new home. I think I am entitled.
I am tired, and so this will be my excuse for being so emotional. I am going now to have a good cry.
I love you Mia. I miss you already, even though you are sleeping in the next room.
Conflict of Interests
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Posted by Jami at 9:21 PM
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JD, I cried my heart out for days when Corey Ann told me she and Pete were moving 90 miles away. So, I do understand how you feel about Mia's leaving. But don't think of it as "leaving". She's such a lucky little girl to have her family now complete. It's hard letting go, but at the same time Jennifer, Mia and Rex need this time to grow and become the family they are destined to be. And, don't forget; you're a very big part of that family too! It's just part of the circle of life that we all must endure. Hang in there becuse you'll soon come to appreciate this new phase of your life! Love you, Katy
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